Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Wohhooo!!!took the colour test...very cool and these are my results...so pls open ur eyes and read...esp the last part...
Presently, you are trying to break away from a situation that is causing you considerable worry and concern. Things are getting on top of you and you are feeling depressed almost to breaking point. Obviously there must be a way out - but at this time the solution seems to be escaping you. You want to 'get away from it all' and as a consequence you appear to be sullen and introverted and refuse to get involved in any discussion or arguments which could aggravate the situation. Accept the fact that 'as you feel - so your body will respond' and 'pretend' to the world about you that everything is going beautifully as, if you act as if 'all is going well' everything will, whether you believe it or not, work out as you would like it to.
You are not be feeling so good at this time. Everything seems to be getting on top of you. What you need is a rest from all of the the present trials and tribulations in peaceful surroundings and with someone - male or female, it doesn't really matter - who can really understand you and appreciates your needs.
It is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you'll have to make the best of things as they are.
From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.
You are fed up with other people trying to influence you and you also feel that it is necessary to protect yourself from the threat that your independence and freedom may be restricted. You would just like to be left alone.
ur beybeh-syaz
hey ppl..long time no post cas ma computer dead...now using mua dad's laptop...very slow man the connection.So have to write the things that happened recently...
-VOLLEYBALL
okay...the friendly match with river valley high was okay...but we lost...well actually we won the last set but we lost the first two sets..still it doesnt make any difference...think one of the reasons was that VLEE was there then the whole team was like practically shaking...but think they enjoyed themselves..but of course...they were sad..me,not in the court was like cheering!^^then after we lost VLEE scolded us..then gave us a punishment..the nxt day have training (on a saturday??!!)very fed up..planned to tell him that u have something on but afterall i realised that after every of his training i kinda improved prepared to coach's training...(no offence jun hao)Sometimes i think its so unfair that the non-main-6 doesnt get to learn the formation and stuff..furthermore we were not given any chance to showcase our talent..like jolie is a good centre spiker..zu has powerful serves..huiyan and alissa has good-enough-firstballs.You see we won the main 6 when we played a match against them...haha^^ enough of volleyball im kinda tired of it..on to my nxt paragraph..
SKOOL
Well..i have mood swings these few days..and lessons gets more boring and boring as days pass...i tend to sleep in class cas not enough sleep..sianz..but still the CRAZY me in your freaky life..so bear with it ppl..woots!
Thats all folks...!'chaos'
Thursday, August 23, 2007
You know nothing come easy, you gotta try real real hard, I tried hard...but I guess I
Gotta try harder.
[Chorus (Akon)]
I try so hard can't seem to get away from misery
Man I try so hard
Will always be a victim of these streets
It ain't my fault cause I...
Tried to get away but trouble follows me
And still I try so hard
Hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
But until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow
But until then...
I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough
[Verse 1 (Krayzie Bone)]
First let me explain that I'm just a black man
And I come from the darkside, so I'm having a hard time staying on track man my mind be
Racing, and I don't even know what I'm chasin' yet I been in and out of relationships, I'm
Starting to see that's it's me where the complications at, but I'm laying back praying that,
You can't have piece of mind of me, I thought I was right but really I'm wrong, in the end
I was to blind to see, I was in the fast lane chasin' my dream, and then it seem when the
Fame and cash came they just got me going crazy lately, lately, lately I been so faded
Trying to erase it but I can't cause the drama just goes greater and I been in so many
Collisions from putting shit up till later
[Chorus (Akon)]
I try so hard
Can't seem to get away from misery
Man I try so hard
Will always be a victim of these streets
It ain't my fault cause I...
Tried to get away but trouble follows me
And still I try so hard
Hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
But until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow
But until then...
I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough
[Verse 2 (Layzie Bone)]
It's like I'm taking 5 steps forward and 10 steps back, trying to get ahead of the game,
But I can't seem to get it on track, and I keep running away from the ones that say they
Love me the most how could I create the distance when it's suppose to be close and uh, I
Just don't know but I be out here fighting demons and, it's like a curse that I can't shake
This part of Cleveland and lord, would you help me? and stop this pain I keep inflicting on
My family hustling gambling, tricking and scamming scrambling and losing sight of what I'm
Suppose to be handling, it's hard to manage cause everyday's a challenge and man I'm slipping
Can't lose my balance I'm trying not to panic
[Chorus (Akon)]
I try so hard
Can't seem to get away from misery
Man I try so hard
Will always be a victim of these streets
It ain't my fault cause I...
Tried to get away but trouble follows me
And still I try so hard
Hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
But until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow
But until then...
I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough
[Verse 3 (Wish Bone)]
I see thangs won't change I'm stuck in the game as soon as I get out it keeps pulling me
Back mayne got me doin' dirty dirt so used to this hustlin' money that I don't understand
How 9 to 5 work studied on the streets, hustlers know what I mean hustlers balling in force
I'm tryna make that major league so we never leave never, til' the sun came up gotta get it
Nope no leaving no rush today games they play gotta go hard to get what u put in if you fall
Off then it's all on you gotta watch what you sign to try so hard but I won't play the fool
[Chorus (Akon)]
I try so hard
Can't seem to get away from misery
Man I try so hard
Will always be a victim of these streets
It ain't my fault cause I...
Tried to get away but trouble follows me
And still I try so hard
Hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
But until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow
But until then...
I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
sorry
Today was the worst day of my life...well everything started off normally in the morning except for Shanice,who was absent as she had to tak e her Piano Practical Exams at JB.In the morning,as usual me,atiqah and nabie are the crazy freaks...
The day started off with ART and we had a test on the last two artists..after that Mr LIm gave some assignments...yadada..bla..bla..
There was not eacher during GEOG so i drew an anime version of shanice with oblong face,sarcastic smile and high-enough socks..After recess we had this survey which we had to do...a pathetic one as usual.English i was almost dozing off as the lesson was so damn boring and we had to copy the error analysis for EW.Unfortunately,i had to copy one for Shanice..(need to get a massage frm her tmr) 0_o
There was nth much during mother tounge..but there was a hell lot of theings happened after school...me,nabie,lippy and jolie walked home together after skool..and we were making up stories..pervertic ones till i chocked on my burger..Lippy was like laghing like mad..and nabie her usual laugh (u noe?!)Jolie was full 'interesting ideas' in her mind..
The whole catastrophic chapter happened when i reached home...while i was busily changing my blogskins and tagboard..Atiqah called she told me wad happened during CG..it was sad and she asked me for opinions but i couldnt say anything i can hear that she is very sad..im sure she cried..mayb no (she's not EMO like me)...
I cant explain everything but u can read her blog..i guess u will understand better..but first i warn u that if u are EMo pls do not..i repeat DO NOT READ IT!cas i cried like hell when i read it esp. with the song Hurt-Christina Aguilera..omg!
Actually i dun think she has an attitude prob but sometimes she is just too frank that it will hurt and might offend the others..as for in class..GURL JUST CHILL DUN GET MAD EASILY K? =l Btw,atiqah if u r reading this me and nabilah cried like hall it was dang SAD...pls cheer up..i want to see the atiqah who is 'WILD' not the sad one...smile!
-huggies and kisses (sisterhood love..not lesbians..)
Friday, August 17, 2007
skin
Changed my skin..previous one kinda pathetic.Feel like changing it again now..=*
No more emo skins...