Sunday, March 29, 2009
We wonder why black & white photographs capture our souls.
I think it's because without color, We aren't drawn to the makeup, the color of our eyes, our hair, or how tan we are. Black & white captures the innocence on one's face & the hurt they've gone through to feel vulnerability. The glow we see comes from the inside, Brightening out eyes, our skin, & our smile. It grabs the truth that liberates us.
I think it's because without color, We aren't drawn to the makeup, the color of our eyes, our hair, or how tan we are. Black & white captures the innocence on one's face & the hurt they've gone through to feel vulnerability. The glow we see comes from the inside, Brightening out eyes, our skin, & our smile. It grabs the truth that liberates us.
Amin.God is fair (Only some people will understand this)
Okay dokay,Sekolah Tinggi Pemerintah Bukit Panjang won 3rd place in Deklamasi Sajak 2009.Its my first year joining so its a good start(: Thanks Anwar,our instructor.This is your birthday present to you from us. Namely,Sabrina, Allisa, Izyan,Umairah, Nia,Norman,Fahmi, Inge,Joshua.
We were the last 2 schools to perform and it made us feel more nervous.Although lunch time was over,no one ate.Everyone was trembling and I was pretending to bite my fingers like Olive in Popeye always does.But no one can hide their feelings.The crazy ones were sitting and just staring in blank space.No one said anything..It was scary.I was rehearsing my lines in my head,afraid that i will get it wrong,again.And remebering when to stomp my feet to queue the others for the next formation.
We all looked like we were going for a football match. With shirts tucked in, same hairstyle(except me of course).socks high,shoes all the same.Somehow,our costume looked cute.
Before going off we kneeled on our knees in a circle and said our own prayers sonce we were of a different religions.That really touched me.
Then we cheered 'BP'!And everyone was 'high'.
After the performance we opened the backstage door and screamed as loudly as possible,hugged each other and everything.Everyone gave their best.It didn;t matter whether we won or not, we all knew that we did the best we can.We gave all out and everyone was sweating.
Results came and everything.
Shouted like crazy.Unexpected results.
God answered my prayers.
I'll end with something i find hilarious,I found it on facebook
Dear Vivian Dawson,WANNA TRY?
I don't really know how to tell you this, Our affair is over. I think I realized it Last year when you peed in your pants,in your apartment and I saw you sit on my salt-beef bucket . I'm sure you're sexy enough to understand that I get turned on only by garbage men. I'm returning your false teeth to you, but I'll keep your glass eye as a memory. You should also know that I will tell the authorities that you did not steal that whale in the back yard and you should get that embarrassing rash checked.
With tears of sadness,
SyazanaThat's Vivian Dawson,Winner of Cleo's most Eligible Bachelors.
YES,VIVAN,OUR AFFAIR IS OVER! I'M TIRED OF PUTTING UP WITH YOU.
Dear (someone),
I don't really know how to tell you this, (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4)(5) . I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) and (11).
(12)
Your name
1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’m joining the Convent
Black - Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're mean
Other -I dislike your eyelashes
2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When you smacked my ass
August - When I saw the purple monkey
September - Last year when you peed in your pants
October - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear
3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Lasagna- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper
4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over
5) What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 CD
Pink – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
None – My prized statue of Michael Jackson in the nude
Other --The elephant in the corner
6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Sexy
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Annat - shamed
7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Silly - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks
8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your Hannah Montana underwear
9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - My virginity
C/D - Your photo with the mustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbour’s dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your suicide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards
10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Hate your cooking
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Will tell the authorities that you did not steal that whale in the back yard
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Was interviewed about the car you stole
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you
11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my ass as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Mineral water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose
12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex change
France - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - Go drown yourself
no offense,vivian.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Sup ya'all?
Went to the friggin clinic right below my house,which I hate.Idk why.
Mom came home from work and she saw me lying down on the bed with my Hello Kitty blanket over me.Unglam.
When i went into the room,
Doc: How old are you?Ten?
ME:No,I'm 15.
It was only that when I went out of the doctor,I realised the doc wrote on the wrong card,he wrote on NURSYAZWANI JAMIL's card.Went to the counter and clarified the matter with the clerk.And I was right,they wrote on the wrong card.Anyway,they said that I've never been there before.Ok whatever.
The clerk talked and talked..
Clerk: You got to Literature or not?
ME: Yea,I do malay lit.
Clerk: You got do the book 'killing a mocking bird' or not?My daughter doing it ah.
ME: (I told you im doing malay lit,Anak Laut. -_____-) - in my mind-
Clerk: Which school are you from?
ME: Bukit Panjang Govt, High.-i bet she doesnt know BP-
Clerk: Waahh.Good school.Good school.
Me: -no comments-
im on MC.Hell yeah!No more 'never late or absent from school award like last year'
Just now i suddenly woke up at 3 and i went like,I must do my homework.And i realised that i had MC.Like wth?
Mum called me to check on me like twice already
-_____-
Obviously there's no one online now.Currently I'm downloading some acoustics from Limewire.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Well, my whole body is currently aching and there some ‘o-cheh’(blue black) on my palm and my leg feels like jelly. And, my ass? Don’t ask.
All these because I cycled from Sembawang to
(28kilometers = 28000metres = 28 000 00centimetres) from Friday midnight till 3.30am, Saturday morning. How cool is that? Not cool, I know. The estimated time we will reach
I had problem with my gear therefore I cannot drive uphill properly. Bloody gears. Luckily they repaired my gears at the 2nd pit stop.
From Sembawang till AMK macs which is the1st PIT STOP.2nd PIT STOP at Marina Bay Esso. Though, it was quite a good experience. There were drunkards laughing really loudly and like swaying and teasing each other. Nightlife, clubs and everything. You don’t know what’s happening to the world when you’re asleep. Man, it was an eye-opener for me. Some were scary. But it’s the real world. Apart from that, I felt a sense of accomplishment when I completed 28 km. When you’re cycling you want to stop but when you’re stationary, you want to cycle.
But there was this hot dude with cool hair and hot tanned, toned, legs. He was the one cycling with my group. He was the one who helped me with my gears. He cheered everyone on to keep on going. Mainly, he is some hot guy with everything you can dream of.
My whole impression of him totally changed when he too out a cigarette and started puffing away. Cummon man, you’re an athlete! SORE LOOSER.
I also made some friends like this 14 year old girl and this 24 year old girl. The 24 year old looked like 17.And my group facilitator, this dude called her darling. They’re married! Unexpected.
I learnt something extremly valuable from this event:
It's not the athlete on the outside; it's the competitor within.
Okay I guess that’s all you need to know.
Oh, and I went to Kilice bday party just now. Me and atiqah felt awkward cas we’re the only two malays -_____________-
Friday, March 20, 2009
I look up to the people who keep on dancing
even after the music has stopped, because those
are the people who will keep on
trying even after all hope is lost.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
LOL,Monday, March 16, 2009
Friday
Sports day.Basketball was..no comments.But i felt stupid when i fell on the ground car i stepped on my own shoe.
Then washed up in school before going to Raffles Institution.After that went to eat lunch at macs with zu,allisa and their 3L1 friend.Hui Yee i think.Gobbled up my McSpicy and fely the fire in my mouth as i rushed to the taxi stand where Nabilah and Atiqah picked me up.Headed to Bishan Mrt.Long ride.And the best thing is it cost me 5 bucks.
There were yummy guys at RI.Oh yeah and something embarrassing happened in the examination room,luckily i was the only BPian there.Made some friends there cas if not im so not gonna survive.Truth is,I'm not good at making friends.Only when I know you,I'll crap if not I'll be like minding my own business.The test was quite alright but what's 'additives' in malay?Ah,nvm.
After that, I went out with the family for dinner.And I think the food was contaminated or sth.Therefore me and my momma had terrible stomachaches after that.
Saturday
Had religious class.Out of 25 people,7 turned out.And obviously I'm one of the seven.
We had assembly and all of a sudden the K1 kids came and there like below my waist.Their faces were so the size of my palm.And they were running around.This lil kid who's leg was injured had to sit on the chair near the sec 3and4 students(like me) while her other friends sat in front cas the teacher claimed that they wont be able to see the screen.Oh wtv.And this lil kid ho was sitting on the chair suddenly burst into tears.She was right beside me and I stared into her face.If she was my sister,I would have slapped her face like long,long ago.I gad the urge to like strangle her and swing her to the chair.She'll be dead by then.That kid ran too her teacher soon enough before i could even do that.Lucky her.
Then went for my cousin's bday party.Usual stuffs.Nothing much.
Sunday (today)
Dad dropped us at VivoCity and after that he went to work.Shopped around a little.My momma was in a good mood today.Then Dad picked us up like 2 hours after that since his workplace was near Vivo.Ate lunch.then home.On the way home my sister slept very unglam-ly.Like omigosh.
And now Here I go.
-sings ONLY ONE BY YELLOWCARD-
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one
Sunday, March 8, 2009
If ever there is a tomorrow when we're not together, there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart, i'll always be with you.
You know, sometimes when you’re mad with someone or have a really bad problem, don’t vent your anger on others. Don’t say no, I don’t do that. Cas who doesn’t? Being in this position. it makes me realize. You may not realize it but you’re actually hurting others when actually it’s not their fault. So, when you’re having a bad day, don’t show an ugly face and start shouting at others. They are having bad times too and you’re just making it worst.
This sounds pathetic. Or you might say that you know this and I don’t need to tell you what’s right and what’s wrong. But sometimes, we just tend to forget.
Monday, March 2, 2009
You might be wondering what with the blogskin..
Firstly, I'm not a really big fan of Flyleaf (if you know them).
Well I just think that the picture is really nice..all teh colour saturation and stuffs.
Ok whatever.I'm gonna do my bio research now.
SEEYUH WHEN I SEEYUH.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Like hello. (waiting for Photoshop to download for my O'Art homework)
So it's been awhile since my last post, and i promise to post more when i've got more time.
But i get home around 7-8 every day cos im so busy with nonsense and i've been so tired when i get back i'll finish my homework and just fall onto my bed and go straight into a coma.
CTs are over.Nothing to yay about cas the results will make you go boo. Or maybe as for me,I'll be chewing my skirt.My mp4 lasted 3 weeks without charging. That's a good thang.
-Some msn friend(girl) sends a irritating message : CHECK OUT LIKE HOT GIRLS AT www.prettynakedgirls.com -
Cummon,what they have is what i have,NO BIGGIE.
I think the url is right cas i straight away clicked the red x.Oh ya and now you can copy the link and past at the url bar and go.And abandon my blog...
For those people who don't have dirty minds..you can continue reading this post.
-AHA!PHOTOSHOP HAS FINISHED DOWNLOADING.I TOLD MY DAD THAT IT WILL TAKE 2 HOURS PLUS CAS OF THE FREAKING CONNECTION OF 10MBPS.BUT NOW IT TOOK LIKE LESS THAN 30 MINS?nvm im still gonna use the computer-
Sorry for the interjection.
Yesterday I had some Young imam workshop which were meant for guys but the teachers mad eus go too.Learnt some cool stuffs.DU-UH
I've got nothing left to say.
So seeyuh when i seeyuh.
Ps.I am supposed to watch Slumdog millionare today,but its cancelled.Anw,its NC16.Bullshit.
Pss. Anyone wanna study for MYE?lol.
If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone elses, we'd grab ours back.