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Wednesday, January 9, 2008

What is this feeling
Is this what it feels like to give up
Feeling defeated, can't do anything to help
Nothing works, nothing's right
It's always going to be wrong
All by myself, no one's helping
I’m a failure that's all I’ll ever be
That's what I’m told, now I know it's true
I can't drain out everything negative said,
The comments people make are more than true,
I find myself always giving in,
Giving into what people tell me,
It consumes me...Consumes me to the point i want to die,
Makes me realize my life is a big waste of time,
I won't be anything more than a failure in my eyes,
I feel i can't do anything right,
Why do i even try?
Does anyone even notice when im upset?
Or do they look past it and think i will be fine,
What if i wasn't alright though?,
Ignoring my sadness is like slitting my throat,
No point to go on breathing if my true feelings can't be felt